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01/11/06--15:43: Wednesday, January 11, 2006 (chan 1969931)

i  really dont know......

a lot is running through my mind

way 2 much 2 think about

it suxs  cause i dont know what 2 do and i really dont know if i want  2 talk about it with anyone cause geez ppl these days.....

o well 

much love, katelyn

*  i think the only reason people hold onto memories is b/c memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does! *

i  know i do......




01/16/06--16:51: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 (chan 1969931)

WHAT HAPPENS IN LAMPASAS....STAYS IN LAMPASAS

Lampasas

population: 4 people (until our group came along then they added 7 people to the population...it was sad day for lampasas when we left)

tumble-weed:14 (but while we were there ben killed one so its now down to 13)

lets just say we left our mark on lampasas in any ways...

oo man best weekend ever!! im so lucky 2 have friends like kimbra and ben!! they were a blast 2 hang out with and this weekend was something i really needed! thanks guys!! haha and im so glad im yalls senior project!!! yea senior project!! lol

-Wheres The Food!!
-OWNED!
-yea golf-cart
-getting a little tipsy from the wine...not gonna lie!! haha jk
-money!
-sad day
-haha YEA WINE
-stealing signs
-fruit loops with peanut butter
-oooo man and much much more!

heres some pic's



way to go for not spelling anything right



ahhhh CODE BLUE! CODE BLUE!



yum yum wine!!



we had fun with the big wine glass...



alriteso we had a really really fun time with the big wine glass....



so much fun i had 2 use 2 hands so i didnt drop it from all the fun



but i did get put 2 work a couple times...sad day!



i just thought it was funny that i was the only one looking at the camera!



blessing of the ground



throwing of the ground



YEA WINE!! cant live w/o it!



the vineyard



haha did we pore it out???? you'll never know...



thats me annd kimbra racing away from the ice throwing....ahhh!!!



but in the end the sunset beat it all.....one of the downers of living in the city! you cant see beautiful things like this! it was absolulty amazing! and the stars were even more amazing!

thx for such a great start 2 this week! maybe this week will be better than last week!

much love,

katelyn

 

 

 




01/23/06--18:15: Tuesday, January 24, 2006 (chan 1969931)

whoa dang!! its been awhile!

lol all i can say is....

there have been alot of hard things i have 2 get through these past couple of weeks and i dont even see a light at the end of the tunnel yet......when's it goin end??

i dunno i just a dumb girl....everything i say is over dramatic i guess

whatever.....if only you knew how much harder it is now

lv me sweet comments

muchlove

katelyn or as people like 2 all me at work....cutie pie!! (oooo man good times)

ps

*they say talk is cheap; so i bought every word you said!*

 




01/28/06--20:14: Sunday, January 29, 2006 (chan 1969931)

life isnt going great...not goin 2 lie

i really hate high school

i love my friends

i have made mistakes

i have done things i regret

i wish i never felt that way

im very stressed

i want summer 2 come

i have been blessed with many things

i miss the way it used 2 be

i hate looking back on memories....b/c i know it was better back then

i wish i was graduating this year

im not that great of a person

i not even that pretty

i have been a horrible friend

i love my car stella

i miss him

i regret leaving certain things unsaid

i falling away from my church

i hate feeling this way

i hate pretending 2 be happy

i hate waking up everyday

i have nothing 2 look forward 2 these days

i want 2 do something crazy for once and not care

i love rainy days

i dont know if i can handle this anymore

and i just dont know anymore.....

it suxs when u realize you just walk through life with a fake smile on ur face and no one even notices anymore.....

 

 




02/04/06--09:30: Saturday, February 04, 2006 (chan 1969931)

whaddup hoes!?!?

not 2 much is happenin here.......lol i really dont even now why im updating

o well.....life's alrite

2 more 6 weeks and itll be one year closer 2 graduating!! holy crap am i excited!

i have 2 say though i really love my girls staci amberlie and kaylee cause they are the best things in this world 2 me right now......no matter what they are always there for me!! much love guys!! yall are such a blessing in my life!!

lol and amberlie we are more like each other every time we talk!! how weird is that!! thanks for reminding me im never alone in situations!!

neways im out....lv comments if u want

much love

katelyn

*the only thing that stays the same is everything changes*

PS

have i ever told you how much i hate VALENTINES DAY! ugh it makes me sick!




02/06/06--16:13: Tuesday, February 07, 2006 (chan 1969931)

SIMPLY AMAZING!!

today was amazing....nothing went wrong

i mean come on...how often does that happen! o wait it never!

neways ya not 2 much has been happenin! i have realized alot as usual! i realized when things get rough just strap on a helmet and try and enjoy the ride and that it will get better! o and thx for the encouraging comment and only the encouraging comments! but w/e im totally on a high and im staying like that! i love my friends the most though...they really get me through alot! much love guys! well keep the prayers comin cause they are obviously are workin! ugh i dont know i am just on this high and i love it!!

so ya lv me sweet comments!! por favor!!

much love

katelyn

*i hope everytime he looks at me while i am laughing, he will fall for my smile as hard as i fell for his!*

PS

what 2 do on valetines day??? hmmm lol i hate v-day.......its a week from 2morrow! what a downer! boooo!! lol but i wont lie....i wouldnt mind a valentine




02/12/06--19:38: Monday, February 13, 2006 (chan 1969931)

Why?

Because thats what people do......

they leap, they jump...

and pray 2 God they can fly

and the whole way down there asking themselves...."why God, why did i do this"

and hopin that will finally find sum1 who makes them feel like they can fly

thats why they do it!

*******************************************

i know i do that sometimes....i think taking a leap like that is my biggest fear! cause u dont think about what ur doing till ur on ur way down or when its already 2 late!

well.....2nite was amazig! i love my youth group o so much!! i mean they really have no idea!! singing with yall made me realize what i keep missing when i cant come 2 weds night church! gah im really sry i havent been hangin out with yall more!! but like i said work is a killer!! plz keep praying for me!! im comin around....i promise!

neways.....this week will be rough for many reasons....one ting being that i have a major test 2morrow and two being that tues. is the worst day of the year!! but im def. not goin 2 let it get me down!! pshh......who needs a valentine! thats lame!! lol

well im out for now!!

much love

katelyn

*never lie, never drink, and never cheat......
but if u must lie
lie in the arms of sum1 u love
if u must cheat
cheat death
and if u must drink
drink in the moments that take ur breathe away*

do it!! b.c life is 2 short for anything less than spectacular!!




02/19/06--10:39: Sunday, February 19, 2006 (chan 1969931)

well.....its been awhile!

lets see life isnt that stressful anymore..thank goodness!!

and everything seems 2 be coming 2 an end! and man is it a great feeling!! im already getting seniorites (and im only a junior)!! holy crap is it goin 2 be bad next year! 12 more weeks left (give or take a few)! whoa dang!!

but besides that life is amazing!

i leave for NEW YORK in 3 weeks!! which means spring break is right around corner!! i am so excited!! its goin 2 be an exprience of a life time!!

hmmm......o ya and i have alot of banquets 2 go 2 this year! which i love b.c. hey what girl doesnt love getting dressed up! and i must say i do clean up nicely! lol! only problem is i need 2 find a date 2 one of them!! hmmm.......what 2 do!! lol any takers!

well thats it for me!

much love,

katelyn




02/26/06--18:04: Monday, February 27, 2006 (chan 1969931)

whaddup hoes??

this weekend has been decent...it was eventful! if i do say so myself!

lets see friday....i worked boo! (atleast its money)

then saturday mornin i worked left at 3 had a hair appointment at 3:30 holla! then at 6:30 i was at the father/daughter banquet!! and let me tell ya....it was amazing! i was sitting at the best table adn the entertainment was sumwhat questionable cough cough magic show cough cough....but other than that brent and will were so cute an the songs were great even though they made up the sogs the night before! lol but i still enjoyed it!!

and then sunday rolled around and i went 2 services this mornin, small chorus at 3 and then PARTY at KCJT's house!! man i love that group! we had a blast!! lol good times!!

but ya.....def. pray for me this week.....i havev alot 2 do and alot is goin on! fatal choices is this week and wow thats goin 2 take a lot out of me cause the next da i have 2 work so ya!! im goin 2 need some energy lol and prayers! o and by the way......i lv for new york i 14 days!! holy crap i have so much 2 do! but ya prayers!!



^^^ me and my girls at the banquet! i love them!



^^ i love this pic!!



one word......beautiful!!

much love

katelyn

 




03/02/06--18:43: Friday, March 03, 2006 (chan 1969931)

wow it has been a good week!

the weather is perfect

school is almost over....spring break is in a week

like i said this week has been pretty good! i have been trying 2 get ready for new york and all that jazz....i realized i have like no clothes for new york so i need 2 go shopping like now! butu besides that we had fatal choices 2day......it wasnt as dramatic as everyone was making it and the sad thing is no1 really took it seriously...which was kinda sad considerinng i have tons of friends that drin and get behind the wheel of a car! and u have no idea how much that worries me and as i always sa call me and i will come and get u....i swear on it!

on a happy note....have u gone outside (at night) lately and just looked at the stars....the skies are perfect for star gazing right now...especially since its not cold outside! i mean seriously get sum1 and lay down and just look at the stars....it is absolutly perfect! lol thats my suggestion for everyone! lol

well.....i think that about takes care of eveything for right now!!

soooooo im out!

much love,

katelyn